L'inverno sembra ancora così lungo, e così anche la mia lotta, sembra infinita.
I want to apologize for my long absence. These months were so hard, even now. Very dark months, for my mood and for my health. My depression got worse, the darkness of the winter perfectly reflects the bitterness in my heart. Depression can take away everything, also passions, photography including. Lately I take few photos, and they also don't satisfy me, they leave me frustrated, because they don't completely reflect what I want to express. I always consider myself guilty for everything, also for this state of things, I consider myself guilty for what I become and for everything that happened around me. And because of that, I suffer even more. It's a vicious circle and I can't run from it.
The winter seems so long, and so my fight seems endless.
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